Well it is a new year, into it I guess we are and after the past six months I feel like I have been through years of struggle. I have maintained from thing to thing, hurdle to hurdle but I feel like there is always something next on the horizon to navigate through. That is when I cling to the Lord......My momma used to always say, "Call on Jesus he is the only help I know" and boy was she right!
When I am alone and I am weary he is there. When I feel weak as if I cannot go on he is there. When I need someone to listen to me gripe and moan he is there. He is ALWAYS THERE! I am reminded today of Psalm 62:8 which says "Trust in him, at all times, you people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge."
What a blessing that is today, through this journey I have been on and EVERY SINGLE DAY that we have him with us and to listen to us when we feel like there is no one who can even begin to understand.
Do not get me wrong I have had some amazing people who have prayed with Alex and I and for us and walked with us through each step we have taken on this path we are on but even people sometimes get tired of hearing the same thing over and over I mean we are only human!
The blessing is that God never ever tires of hearing us, being with us in prayer which for me is like my conversation with God. I am so grateful today for my relationship with him and how he sustains me and helps me keep moving.
I am still pretty broken these days and while I still do not understand why this has happened and I feel the hurt so deeply I have confidence in my God and I know that he is faithful to me, always has been and I will praise him, I will continue to praise him!!
If somehow you find this and read it and you do not know the Lord I invite you to trust in him and seek him in your life. Where others may fail you God will be with you always, where others may hurt you he made us in HIS IMAGE like him to bring him glory and living a life for him is like a blessing you cannot feel any other way.
I have hope today. I have faith and I know I will find the joy again and healing from all this I have been through in Christ.....
Keep your head in the stars!
-KMad out
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